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I had my first testosterone shot on February 3rd 2025.

I've held off transitioning for a long time now - worried that I would be making a mistake, or that I was confused, or that somehow taking these first steps was going to hurt me in some way. I'm not good at trusting myself or my own feelings. My whole life I've relied on an outside opinion on my own thoughts and whether or not they're real. I still find it difficult to trust the things I think.

But this was a good decision. I know the physical changes will take some time to manifest, but even just knowing that I'm in the process of medically transitioning makes me feel a certain kind of excitement. It's hard to put my feelings into exact words but I'm excited, relieved and nervous all at the same time. This was my choice, and it was a good one. My mum asked that I keep my birth name, and I've experimented with different names for years now, and I think I'm happy remaining as Jesse. Like Jesse from Breaking Bad but without the meth.

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I had my first testosterone shot on February 3rd 2025.

I've held off transitioning for a long time now - worried that I would be making a mistake, or that I was confused, or that somehow taking these first steps was going to hurt me in some way. I'm not good at trusting myself or my own feelings. My whole life I've relied on an outside opinion on my own thoughts and whether or not they're real. I still find it difficult to trust the things I think.

But this was a good decision. I know the physical changes will take some time to manifest, but even just knowing that I'm in the process of medically transitioning makes me feel a certain kind of excitement. It's hard to put my feelings into exact words but I'm excited, relieved and nervous all at the same time. This was my choice, and it was a good one. My mum asked that I keep my birth name, and I've experimented with different names for years now, and I think I'm happy remaining as Jesse. Like Jesse from Breaking Bad but without the meth.

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